Generally, I’m sick of the vast Self Help Industry and its recycled, cliche advice. But the one thing I still long for, still fantasize about, is having a silent, solitary morning to get my shit together. This is an impossibility right now bc my kid wakes up at 4am. I found these screen shots of beautiful early-morning sequences in an old post draft and nnnngggghhh… I’m dreading the back-to-school morning rush tomorrow…
Granted, my 2015 Heroine list came with a built in mantra: write your own story. In other words, don’t fall into depression, learned helplessness, and impotent rage but take charge of the direction of my life and son’s therapy. And I can begin to imagine alternative futures by remembering basic truths about the magic of love, resilience, and acceptance.
But on the suggestion of Gretchin Rubin, whose self-help/productivity book on habit building was a favorite of mine last year, I am thematically naming 2016 as the year of Roses and am writing up a whole post on New Years Resolutions. Goals! I love making new goals and projects!!
“Roses” might seem odd, considering how roses are such an ambivalent symbol in old favorites of mine like Alice in Wonderland or Utena…
or are SO TOTALLY LAME in Sailor Moon (don’t lie, you think so too).
But despite that…
- Clara (or, Princess Tutu’s Ahiru)
What a delight to close my 12 Heroines of Christmas list with the most Christmassy heroine of all: Clara (or very very very specifically, Maurice Sendak’s incarnation of Clara in the Pacific Northwest Ballet’s version of the ballet). And while it is a little silly to squeeze Princess Tutu in here as well, I promise that the association goes deeper than simply “ballet.”
The final arc of Princess Tutu (Episodes 22-26) is amazing – and not just because I got to take so many fantastic, angry, constipated “writer’s block” faces.
In Episode 21 of Princess Tutu, titled 「紡ぐ者たち」or “The Spinners,” we meet Aotoa (or “Author”) from the school’s music division.
Obvs a villain because crazy eyes and defensive Ahiru.
What is interesting is how Continue reading
Despite the old media trope that all shows are meta-reflections on the creator’s side, there actually aren’t very many stories/shows/films for
adults my tastes that feature WRITERS in an insightful way.* One exception is Princess Tutu.